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Qwestions - The OverFlow (Official Music Video)
Apr
Qwestions Performing @ Checkerboard Lounge Chicago
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Malcolm Kelly - Not As I (Prod. by Kid N Play) shot by @Qwestions
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One time for @lilphace #LTMR #workout #IDMG
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Chicago! Wise Fools Pub 4/19!
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“My Smile”
My story isn’t uncommon. Fatherless household with a hard working single mother who needed me. Her only son happened to be her oldest child. Leaving her three beautiful girls with no male figure to look up to but their big brother. If I wasn’t strong I learned how to be. I hated smiling because I was never happy but I learned. Kids need smiles. The smiles I did see I know now how fake they were. I also know how bad I needed them and many more. As the man of the house I couldn’t be selfish with their smiles…
I felt there was always a little soul that needed that smile more…now is no different…
I’m older now and my mind is moving to a place that I don’t understand and I refuse to welcome. I’m unsure of the motives of those closest to me. Those I love. Those I help. Am I wrong for the feelings I have towards family? Or am I well within my right to wonder what people really have in mind when they smile at me knowing what I know? I just want to ask if the smiles are real. Would I get the truth? Sadly, I really don’t know. People seem to always be around when I’m smiling and I really feel thats my fault…
Because I live a life created around my smile, a smile I don’t believe…
Am I the only person attempting to function in this world with a fake smile? I mean, why do we smile? To confirm happiness or the acceptance of a moment in time? Deception? Hide our real agenda? Hide how we really may feel about an occurrence? I hate when I ask somebody why their smiling and their response is “I don’t know.” A facial expression as simple as a smile may not need an explanation to many. To me though, it isn’t simple. A smile is everything and I want to know why you smile…
Only because I really don’t know what makes me smile anymore…
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